« O
give thanks unto the Lord, for He is good, for His mercy endures
forever ;
O
give thanks unto the God of the gods, for His mercy endures forever ;
O
give thanks unto the Lord of the Lords, for His mercy endures
forever. »
Psalm
136 : 1-3
Yeshua
glances at me. He sees my slowness in learning His teachings, watches
me struggle and doubt constantly. He is aware of my incapacity to
love. He sees all my flaws.
His
immense heart covers all my faults and all my flaws. At the end of
the day, He welcomes me into His arms and wraps me into His garment.
At the end of the day, Yeshua is holding my tiny heart.
In
the depths of the night, my guardian is providing with loving care.
Yeshua's
love, my words can barely explain. All I know is that He and I are
always together. He is the One who sustains me while my eyes
sometimes express the fear of the unknown. Yeshua desires me to lean
on Him and to do away with any kind of worries.
« I
know the movie of your life and its ending, there is no reason to
worry », my Savior says to me.
I
am longing to be in His arms, my soul is seeking Him night and day.
Yeshua,
my beloved, love me always.
« I
am eternal, so is my love », Yeshua whispers to my ear.
« I
love you eternally, my King », I whisper back to Yeshua's ear.
I
am wrapped into His mantle of love ; I am ascending heavely
spheres as I am sinking into deep sleep.
Yeshua
the king of righteousness approaches me. His heart so pure is so
close to my heart ; I am humbled by the sight of His soul
without blemish who loves me so. No one who has really met the King
would be able to boast with arrogance about his own righteousness.
Yeshua,
my pure soul, reminds me of my sinful nature. I remain in permanent
Teshuva ( repentance). I am conscious of my incapacity to love like
the Master. Tears are cleaning the windows of my soul. Wash away my
faults, o pure Lamb of Hashem !
Yeshua's
mercy is the womb of a mother. Yeshua's mercy is the loving care of a
father. He englobes both dimensions. So often my own heart condemned
me ; every time Yeshua shows me forgiveness and comprehension.
May
the soul not become forgetful. May the soul dwell in gratefulness ;
for His mercies are immense.
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