“Yeshua
heard and said to them:
“The
strong do not need a healer, but those who are sick.
But as for you, go
and learn what it is that is said:” I have desired kindness and not
sacrifice.
For I did not come
to call the righteous, but the sinners to Teshuva ( repentance).”
Matthew 9: 12-13
“For
I desire mercy ( loving kindness) and not sacrifice, and the kowledge
of Elohim rather than burnt offerings.” Hosea 6:6
Shabbat Eve had arrived
fast. I had accumulated much fatigue during the week. So I decided to
lay down on my sofa to rest a little bit. As I glanced at my own
reflection in the mirror, I noticed that my whole body was surrounded
with a white, shiny shade of light.
“Let
go, child”,
Yeshua said to me.
As I heard Yeshua say
these words to me, I closed my eyes. Our Lord sent me a vision of Him
walking with His disciples. The scene seemed to take place at night.
Then I only saw Yeshua walking. As the King of the Kings kept
walking, I saw His Face become very shiny. I was still able to
distinguish his awesome traits. I opened my eyes again to close them
again straight away. I started dosing, my body was sinking and
becoming light as a feather.
I came back to myself
as if I had traveled kilometers away. I could sense a smile onto
Yeshua's mouth, although I didn't see it.
I started praising Him
with a cheerful spirit.
Late
at night I wake up with upper back pain and gum inflammation. I am in
pain. I call upon Yeshua's Name: “Lord,
help me, I do suffer.”
“Lean
on me, lean on me”,
my sweet Savior whispers tenderly.
Yeshua's voice brings
me back to sleep. The morning breaks out when I am opening my eyes
again. I am healed! My heart is so full of gratitude and my lips
praise Yeshua our Messiah who took care of my acute pain.
Sometimes we are facing
extreme situations, so we may be able to recognize our weaknesses and
our incapacity to solve health and other related issues. As I was
facing illness recently, Yeshua insisted twice: “Lean on me”.
Healing started setting in as soon as I accepted to let go completely
and lay my health down into His hands.
Didn't our rabbi
clearly state: “ The strong don't need a healer, but those who are
sick.”
It actually takes
courage t acknowledge our sicknesses and to leave them into His
hands.
This must occur in two
steps: not only must we be willing to recognize our sicknesses, we
must also accept to let go all struggles and completely trust
Yeshua's healing capacity. Bring your broken bodies to Him, so He
will be able to repair them.
The Hebrew word “holim”
for sick persons will open up on much richer insights than the
English text. “Holim” also contains the root that forms “
holam”, dream. Both words are made of the letters het (in guttural
pronounciation), lamed, mem.
Why are dream and
sickness so close? Isn't this quite enigmatic.
If we consider that we
have to be set into a “dreamy state” for our Lord to heal us, it
pretty much makes sense. During this specific time, we end up
worrying and let Yeshua take directions.
In a similar way, once
we truly acknowledge our sinning nature, we can reach out to our
Savior's heart.
One cannot insist
enough that calling ourselves “ righteous” or “saint” is a
form of pride in disguise. Many boastful people will think that this
appellation is justified by their prayer rituals or by their outside
behavior. The Word of Hashem says otherwise. Who is man to declare
another man “ saint”? Who gave you the authority to call another
sinner “ saint”?
A lot of iniquities
have been committed in that way over Centuries. The Lord is going to
set the record straight when He comes back. Yeshua is exhorting me to
pen down these words for each and everyone to examine their actions
carefully. If you are unsure if you are on the right path, check your
heart: if it is filled with Yeshua's loving kindness, you surely are.
If not, it is never too lare to amend your ways. True Teshuva (
repentance) is made possible by a change of behavior.
Yeshua is very willing
to remove our sicknesses and to erase sin, but we must confess them
with humility.
Another detail emerges
from Hosea, Chapter 6, verse 6:
“For I desired mercy
( loving kindness) and not sacrifice,
and the knowledge of
Elohim ( daath Elohim) rather than burnt sacrifices.”
Loving kindness and
knowledge of Elohim go hand in hand.
The Hebrew word daath (
daleth, ayin, tav) is also to be found in the Book of Genesis in
reference to the tree of knowledge whose fruit the first humans ate
against Hashem's command. The enemy led them to disobedience by
wanting to be equal to God.
The daleth is the door
that opens up the eye ( ayin) to the path of perfection that is
symbolized by the last letter ( tav). The Tav also represents the
Torah and the path of obedience attached to it.
Loving kindness opens
up our hearts to the knowledge of Hashem. A true knowledge of Hashem
implies obedience to His Commands.
From this path arises
healing and deliverance.
Copyright© by Isabelle Esling
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